Staff camping trip to San Felipe

Figuring it out...

My name is Allison and I am an intern at the EOC. I have been down here for two months, doing missions work, and I think I just figured out the most important part of it all.

Here I am, building houses, doing vacation bible schools, working with the groups that come down, trying to give it my all, trying to do my best. Don't get me wrong, doing the Lord's work is so important, and I praise God every day for what He is doing here. But maybe it was less about what I was doing than I thought. Maybe I was unsure about what the most important thing is.

But then I hugged Angelica as she stood in her new house with her family.
And I picked up Bernabel, and he wouldn’t let me put him down.
And I saw Alma's face when I reached for her hand.
And I got it.

It’s all about the love. There is nothing more to it than that.

It doesn’t matter that I can’t hammer a nail very well; it only matters that I try.
It doesn’t matter that I don’t understand everything that the children here say to me; it only matters that I listen.
It doesn’t matter that I am not perfect; it only matters that God can use me to show his love.

God is love, and all I could ever hope to be is a conduit for that love, for Him.

There are so many things that need to be done in the world today, so many things that need to change. But now, I think I finally know where to start. Whether it is here in Mexico, or back at home, or in the middle of some street somewhere; I just need to try to love everyone, because God loves everyone. If God can use me to show His love, then I am doing the best that I can.

It is all about the love; everywhere we go, and everything we do.

All you need is love.

i dont deserve what i already have

the simplicity of his little smile.
the joy in his laughter.
the kindness and love behind the freshly over-painted block of wood.


his name is orlando.
he's six years old.
last night, for the first time ever, he slept in his own bedroom
in his families new house
with his very own mattress.
but through all this bliss, i don't think he actually slept at all.


the excitement and joy that comes from his smile is overwhelming.
his laughter is piercing...but in the good way.
it pierces the heart.

this is why i love being here.
its why i just cant wait to pack up my stuff and move down here for 14 months.
to know that every week, everyday, i will be presented with the opportunity to change someones life.
as much as i know that i could do the same at home,
i know in my heart, that this is where i am supposed to be.
here, in mexico, is where God wants me.

and i am so undeserving of the grace and mercy and love that God has shown and given to me.
everyday i wake up in a warm bed, in my warm house.
i complain so much about all the things i have.
if i wanted i could go on forever about how i'll never have enough.
i don't deserve to live in california,
in a nice house, with a family that loves me,
friends that i know i can always count on.
i don't know why God chose for me to be born in America.

the only difference between orlando's family and my family
is that they were born in mexico.
orlando knows nothing but poverty.
up until four years ago, i knew nothing of poverty.
i knew it was here, in the world, somewhere.
i knew there were hungry kids.
kids who didn't have a family because their parents couldn't afford them.
but i never, for even a moment, thought i would be here right now.
i never pictured my self taking a year off of school to serve the poverty stricken families of Mexico.
I thank God everyday for the passion he's placed in my heart, i cant imagine my life without it, without Mexico, the people i have met here, the everlasting friendships i have made with people thousands of miles away from my home, and the family i have come to rely on.




I'm so stoked to see how God uses my life and the lives of everyone else supporting or working here at the Ensenada Outreach Center. He's done some absolutely amazing things down here. He's changed hundreds of lives and touched countless numbers of hearts. And all that he's already done could only be the beginning.
i know that his plans are big.

-Lil Britt